家？

家？
到底家的定义是什么？
我再也不懂了
曾经天真地以为 我可以没有爱情 没有友情 只要有亲情就可以了
但时间让我认清事实
一个家 不管你一个人再怎么付出 也改变不了什么
垮了就垮了

我最亲爱的你
为什么总要那么任性？
你可知道我一直都在帮你？
好好地对你说 却要把这一切变成天塌下来一样
我会告诉你 只因为我希望你改
他们会这样说你 是因为他们在乎你对他们的感受
你始终都不愿接受我们的看法
我没说我们是好人
我知道我也没好到哪里去
但我希望你知道 我们是你的家人 我们需要的是沟通 而不是沉默
我只希望你会改
不是说一夜之间要你改
你可以慢慢的改 我们都能等你
我知道现在的你一定很恨我
但我能怎样
或许你现在在想着
如果当初我不说出这些问题 你现在就不会这样对吗？
那我只能说对不起
我只是希望你能接受这一点
改掉这些你不知道的毛病
但你却发大脾气
我还能怎样
你却从不知道 我其实最爱的亲人就是你
不管别人怎么说你 我永远都会站在你这一方

你可知道现在的我 多希望我不再这儿
我真想回美里 继续读我书
宁愿一个人在那儿求生 也不想要在这个家
我厌倦了
现在的我 不再觉得家是温馨或温暖的
对我来说是一个必低于还要恐怖的地方
你说你没有家人没有朋友
那我不是你的家人吗?
我还能怎样 如果你觉得我不再是的家人
爸妈 对你的爱 你永远不知道
对 或许我们都是不被疼爱的小孩
但我们永远不知父母对我们的爱到底有多深
如果说恨 我会告诉你 如果你很爸妈100倍 我会比你多出一千倍！
但我们不能这样
他们养育了我们那么多年
如果他们真的不爱我们
就早已放弃我们
不供我读大学 不会帮你找工作
你知道的 爸妈最担心的就是你
但你却不曾试着让自己变得更成熟稳重不让爸妈担心

在来临得2013年
我第一个愿望和最后一个愿望都是希望你可以好好的 不再乱发脾气

rainbow ♥

I don't wan't colourless life
what i want is.....
rainbow life !







 

try hard to achieve !

yo !
sept 25 accounting ! i will fight with you!
i can do it !
please be kind to me !!!
i will try my best to done it well !

keep fit !!!
no more outside food !!
i can do it !
muahhahahaha !

Ecs!
please be nice to me !!
arghhhhhhh
i will crazy of you ><"

nevermind
i believe i can do it
fight for my future :D
i will let you regret ehat you said before !!
I can achieve it !!!

life

life is difficult !

sorry for everythings.
day by day feel myself doing nothing
feel i'm really selfish !
feel that i'm so bad..

活得那么累
为了什么
自私的好难过
越来越不懂自己在为了什么而变得那么自私
觉得自己对不起太多的人，事，物!!

Thanks for everyTHINGS (:

never know what will happen at the next.

everyday
tell myself
be happy,
don't care too much on the people who no care about you
I can live without them (:

别人用什么眼光看你
别在意
重要的是
没对不起自己

努力向上
要得到别人的肯定
就该努力
你不努力
没人会看得起你
就连自己也看不起自己
或许
往往你看到没你那么努力的人却得到比你好的成果会不甘心
但，只要你付出比他一百倍的努力
一定能做到
重要的是
不要绝望！
记得
努力很难
但， 坚持更难
真心谢谢
现在我所拥有的
以后
会怎样 还是个未知数
珍惜一切吧
thanks for the everythings that i having now
we never know what will happen at future
so , please cherish everythings !

生命这东西 就是要坚持到底！ (:

mood like a shit !

nevermind !
i doe no why i will bad mood !
well, its over !
thanks and goodbye to you !

your attitude prove that the words said from boy cannot believe !!
desperation at all !!!!!!!
really want to say FUxK to you !
SORRY that i'm being so rude!

you never change,
还是那么的不了解我!

at last,
hope you're happiness !!!

i'm not strong enough as you think

i know i'm imperfect
please do not compare me with others.
i'm the loser always
i just want to be myself , walk my life with simple way
please be kind to me .
i'm not strong enough as you think
sometimes please be polite,
you're no able to laugh ppl's defect
you will never know the feeling that i've now
its a jokes but please have a limit please

I'll never talk it out when i was happened something
i'll keep it untill i forget
but you will never know that i just need a care but not let me go

No one understand it . HARD

too much worries

too much worries to everythings
live with a desperation's heart
how to maintain the good relationship with everyone
I had no more idea
tired all of the hypocritical life and careless life
just let me take a breath
I dislike to be emo,
but sometimes that too much things need digest by myself
Alone doesn't mean loneliness ..
alone that hard for me ,
but be someone else hard to live sometimes
just hope that i can live safety, happy and nicely
friendly with strangers and
crazy with dearest

Trying to forget someone that ever hurt me
Try to forgive someone that ever do undue matters to me
forget is to forgive
always remember that,
no one is perfect ,
even perfect but doesn't mean intact.


Thanks alot to my family
at least they're the one who waiting and worrying me
I love my family more than everythings !

a load on one's mind

alone
thats hard for us

be somebody else
thats hard for live sometimes

just live
safely
happily
nicely

friendly with strangers
crazy with dearest

forgive somebody that
hurt you
do somethings that undue to you

just remember that
no one is perfect
perfect does't mean intact

be the one who u are
don't try to pretend much that not your buissness

we are here
to live toghether
to help each other

i can forgive everythings
i can forget everythings

But I can't endure that someone done the things that too excessive to me

cherish babee (':

请让 一切改变
两个充满意义的字 在你心中 毫无意义了吗？
还是 不曾在乎？

请告诉我
心中隐藏着什么

是要失去了 才要懂得珍惜
还是 就算失去了 一点都不怀念 不后悔？

少了忍耐 少了体谅
一个家 迟早没了

我的坚持 换不了什么
但却 一直祈求上天 至少 让 这一切 有一点点 地改变 有一点点 的不同

能让一切完美的
却总要留下缺陷

一个人坚持一切
迟早会垮

但 那颗心
永远都放不下
期待着 一切地改变