i'm not strong enough as you think

i know i'm imperfect
please do not compare me with others.
i'm the loser always
i just want to be myself , walk my life with simple way
please be kind to me .
i'm not strong enough as you think
sometimes please be polite,
you're no able to laugh ppl's defect
you will never know the feeling that i've now
its a jokes but please have a limit please

I'll never talk it out when i was happened something
i'll keep it untill i forget
but you will never know that i just need a care but not let me go

No one understand it . HARD

too much worries

too much worries to everythings
live with a desperation's heart
how to maintain the good relationship with everyone
I had no more idea
tired all of the hypocritical life and careless life
just let me take a breath
I dislike to be emo,
but sometimes that too much things need digest by myself
Alone doesn't mean loneliness ..
alone that hard for me ,
but be someone else hard to live sometimes
just hope that i can live safety, happy and nicely
friendly with strangers and
crazy with dearest

Trying to forget someone that ever hurt me
Try to forgive someone that ever do undue matters to me
forget is to forgive
always remember that,
no one is perfect ,
even perfect but doesn't mean intact.


Thanks alot to my family
at least they're the one who waiting and worrying me
I love my family more than everythings !